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It's been kind of quiet around here as of late. I promised frostydragon that I'd share a link to my personal collection of spanking art I've collected over the years, and I figured since I haven't posted since the situation with my neighbor I'd let everyone know that everything seems pretty cool. I do think it was the alcohol that had her getting a bit clingy and the fact that she was feeling lonely. We touched briefly on the subject (mostly she just wanted to find out if I'd told Jason and after finding out that I did being reassured he wasn't a blabber mouth) I really like her, and I'm not going to lie that I wanted to reach out and touch her again noticing her even more now since our night together, but I gather that is normal whenever two people share intimacy. I didn't and don't plan to react on those urges again though as I think it best to let it go mostly because I really don't feel comfortable with the lack of honesty on her part with her own partner. It makes me feel like a bad person, and I don't want to feel that way. We did all go out to eat (both families) and that went well, and a couple night's ago, she brought Pippy by to play with Lucian, and Jason took them outside while we went back to the bedroom, so I could breastfeed Nox and just talk. We enjoyed each other's company like old times, and the whole encounter made me feel that we can go back to the way things were, so I'm pretty happy it has seemingly all worked out without any drama. Yay! =D

Outside of that, I'm working LOTS of hours making them big bucks! LOL! I'm relieved to say this latest class has been a lot less nerve wracking than the last couple, and that's been really nice and rather convenient since I'm working all these crazy hours at the moment. Still writing with cat2000 and should have another update in the near future :)

I hope everyone else out in LJ land has been doing well! *hugs*

Before I forget... that spanking pic link! XD

Gods I've been so caught up with this latest project that I'm falling behind on updating here. I have half of it done thankfully, and I am hoping to finish it up by Saturday. I have a few pics and videos to share by then as well, and I am looking SO forward to having next week off for Christmas from both work AND school! YAY! =D We are going to be heading out Tuesday to my dad's and will be heading home the day after Christmas, so I may fall behind depending on activities and holiday'ing' :P

Some sad news:
Hercules went missing two Sunday's ago, and we have about given up hope of his returning :( We think he got out when we were bringing in the groceries (he loved to sneak out in to the yard whenever we had to do this, and I gather we had been so tied up with the kids we hadn't noticed until that night.) He had gone missing for a day or so prior to this, but he's never been gone this long. I just really hope that some family saw him out and about and being that he's super friendly took him in. It has been averaging in the mid thirties, and it is definitely a bad time of year for him to have gone exploring *sigh* Send out hopeful vibes for his safety and happiness wherever he may be *tears*

I'm going to move away from that depressing thought now... Questions below the cut!

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I woke up this morning with a smile on my face thinking about all the things I hold dear and appreciate.

I'm thankful for:

My kids, they make every day worth striving to be a better person

My husband, who taught me the meaning of commitment

My family, for giving me life, memories, and an understanding of what it is to love someone even if at times you feel like you've hated them

My friends, you've given me your heart, your shoulder, and inspiration, laughs, and joy

My cats, you always know when I need a nuzzle

My school, for giving me opportunity to be something more

My job, for providing a stable earning to feed my family

My health, so that I can rise every morning and enjoy life

There is so much to be thankful for; I couldn't possibly list it all (and if I did, it'd likely bore you to tears! LOL!) But I did want to drop by and say that I hope everyone's Thanksgiving has been good and to know that you are all loved *snugs and hugs!*

I did have a little video to share of Nox and Lucian ;)

The past few days have been pretty nice! :) Tomorrow we will be resuming our D&D game without Sean... it doesn't make us feel good, and he admitted his head hasn't been in the game for a couple months now. I'm happy we were able to address the issue without any hard feelings, but it still makes me feel sad we had to cut him off in order to do so.

My Orc character wears a pendant that disguises her true form to look like a Grecian woman. She is also a former slave turned gladiator that wields an executioner ax, so to celebrate the return of D&D, I wanted to share the pic I chose for my character... I did a lot of searching on the internet, so I couldn't even begin to tell you where I got it... I think it was on some D&D message board for art that had women wearing outfits that actually made sense verse the 'scantly clad' ridiculousness that most fantasy art shows. Don't get me wrong, it can be sexy, but I've just grown so weary of seeing it. It just makes an affirmation that women are eye candy and not to be taken as more than a sex object... my tolerance for that kind of art has been growing thin as I get older I suppose.



Positive updates under the cut! =D
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Fri:

1) The highlight of my day! Lucian was able to spell the word fox! =D




2) I didn't get out of work early, but we got out of there around 4:30, so not too bad. Our manager congratulated us on a job well done getting inventory squared away (which was a miracle considering this particular shift had all the new checkers where more than half of them don't give a damn about whether they do a good job and three fourths of them it's a miracle they still have a job because they make so many mistakes... I nicknamed them the Spongebob crew :P) The dock was spic and span, and it always feels good to know all the issues drifting about have been resolved, and when I go in tomorrow, it's a fresh clean sheet. =D

3) Watched Person of Interest! I love that show, and in my opinion, it's just gotten better every season (which for a lot of shows it's just the opposite. The machine found a way to help fund the crew and Fusco got to shine! Yay Fusco! XD I have a lot of love for Fusco, and I like episodes that give him his due ;)

Some Person of Interest fan art:

This one was from the first season...



This one a good friend of mine, Isaacsporcaelus, from DA drew!



Isn't she amazing! =D If you'd like to see more of her work, check her out here:

http://isaacsporcaelus.deviantart.com/

One last thing, Happy birthday to frostydragon!

It's off to bed for me, miles of smiles! :)

The title is dedicated to a lovely chat about H.P. Lovecraft earlier today, so now the quote was running rampant in my head because it is one that always intrigued me. Cthulhu is coming! Look busy! :P

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So the day was going pretty well. Had an okay day at work and got home at a decent time. I had just sat down to get comfortable when my dad called to tell me that my cousin, Ben, was found dead around midnight last night. No one is really sure what happened, but his girlfriend said she had left him on the couch to go to bed getting up in the middle of the night to check on him because he hadn't come to bed only to find him dead on the floor in his own vomit :( I spoke to his mom, and they think it may have been suffocation due to the fact he'd been drinking, but they won't know until the autopsy comes in. My cousin and I haven't been very close since we were kids as life goes on around us and everyone gets busy doing their own life things and kind of loses touch, but I am very sad to know I'll never see him again. I feel worse for his 8 and 12 year old daughters who not only lost him but on the 3rd lost their maternal grandmother... it's a tough pill to swallow. I'd like to go to the funeral, but it's going to be in MA, and I just don't have the money to make a trip like that on such short notice :(

I was going on a pretty good clip with my positive posts, but Thursday was just absolutely horrid, and I was pressed to see the positive. Thinking back though, I got to sit down and read a couple books with Lucian where Nox was equally interested.



Spending time with the kids is always a plus. I honestly can't even remember anything more about that day other than it was draining. The days that followed were not bad but super hectic, so I just didn't have time to reflect and post. So, I'll do a brief catch up here as well as share a couple pics of the cat family (since I haven't shared pics of them in forever and ashmedai had wanted to see a pic of Kit-Kat (the female tabby that I've been told is a rarity :D)

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...by ashmedai. Here's the deal: The rule: during the next five days, post three positive things about your day and ask three people to do the same so the positive attitude can gain some ground.

Day 5 already... this has been a fun meme, and in moments through the day where I've felt depressed, I can say doing this little daily reminder of the positive in my life has helped to keep my spirits up.

I'll apologize in advance if I've not tagged somebody! If I didn't tag you, it was most likely because I didn't think you'd be that interested in the meme. If you are, please do participate tag or not as it really has been an uplifting experience :)

1) Hung out with Lucian by the pool for half an hour when I got home from work to see how elated he was to get this little mechanized fish we bought him last night at Wal-Mart. He kept trying to catch it in his bucket and asking for help LOL! He's so damn cute ;)

2) I got a 2 hour nap! Oh man did I need that! I was starting to feel really down and irritable, and that's usually due to the fact I never sleep enough... like now where it's 11:30PM and I'm typing this up... and will try to answer a couple emails LOL! (That's okay, I need at least 30 minutes to unwind before bed for myself)

3) I finished my outline! *squee!* That thing ate up the entirety of my evening, but now it's done! I feel that it's pretty thorough, so writing the draft this Friday should go pretty smooth as all references are aligned with topics and APA is already done... have I mentioned I really hate doing APA? :P As a side note, I got an A on my last assignment (I check for grade postings every day because I'm OCD like that LOL! 0o)

dillonmaniajen_rockfrostydragon Tagged!

P.S. I kind of like doing this daily pick me up outside of a meme, do you think if I kept it up outside of this meme that it would become a bit daunting for you guys? There are a few people on my list that post daily that I enjoy keeping up with, but I've had others that it became encumbering, and I ultimately gravitated away from because they posted several times a day and I just couldn't keep up anymore. I just never want to become 'that person' to you. I do try to keep my posts short and sweet so as not to be burdening.

Poll:
Let me know what you think, and be honest, it won't hurt my feelings!
Hells yeah! Every day baby!
Um... Maybe every couple days?
Once a week is a happier medium
No one wants to hear that much about your daily life! Just post when you've got art, fic, or substantial shit to say!

I'll warn, this is a long post....

Nox will help you endure ;)



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